Day 3

So, I survived another day. I spent about half of my evening thinking of ANY way possible to cheat. I thought about calling my friend who encourages me to cheat...I thought about taking a ride by myself because then I can sneak and eat...I thought about going to my sister-in-laws house during dinner time because of course I couldn't be "rude" and not eat! I thought about everything I want to eat and I was getting really frustrated! I want some pizza so bad...some cheese sticks...calamari (fried of course), bruschetta, a nice cold beer and a slice of key lime pie...and some sushi on the side. yum. hmph. Anyway, I am proud to say I made it through another day without cheating! I was so tired, weak, sluggish, and out of it all day...NO energy. I talked to my health coach and she encouraged me that the worst is almost over, so I'm excited to come out on the other side of this. I'm praying so hard that this works because I am so tired of failing...I texted my husband today and said if this doesn't work I'm really gonna be TICKED that I had to go through this crap. Eh, it's worth a try. I'M worth the try. I keep repeating "BIKINI'S AND POOLS" to keep me on track...hopefully that keeps me on track til I can figure something else out.

I ate all 5 medifast meals and a lean & green:
7:45 am- Apple cinnamon oatmeal
10:45 am- lemon merange snack bar
1:10 pm- chocolate shake
3:45- vanilla shake
7:00 pm-pork chop/chicken with tomato and cucumber in olive oil/vinegar dressing
Glass of hot water with chicken flavored broth
9:45 pm- hot chocolate- YUM!!!
I drank about 132 oz of water today. I know it seems like alot, but I really was just that thirsty and it felt good. Well, I'm BEAT...so...goodnight!