Day 2...BLEH!

So it's about 10:20 pm and I am coming to the end of my second day. I had a successful day today.
7:30 am- maple & brown sugar oatmeal
11:00 am- peanut butter bar
1:30 pm- chocolate shake
4:30 pm- chocolate shake
6:30 pm- left over pork chop and cut up tomato's and cucumbers in an olive oil/vinegar dressing
9:30 pm- swiss mocha shake
I drank more shakes today than I normally would, but I needed something quick and easy so that was just the way it had to be. Oh, and I drank about 92 oz of water!

I felt pretty crappy today...very low energy, hungry and frustrated...BUT I had a positive attitude about weight loss (weird huh)? I struggled all day with thinking about everything I wanted to eat. I even thought about ways to cheat and tried to convince myself it wouldn't be "so bad" if I cheated. Oh boy was it a battle. But I didn't cheat!! =) My mom told me to think bikini's and pools instead of food, so I will try that tomorrow and see how it works for me. I also called a counseling center to see what kind of help they offer the food addicted mind. Hopefully they call me back tomorrow. I've decided I need to deal with the whole problem, not just the weight. I have a serious addiction to food, especially emotional eating, and I don't want to lose all this weight to put it back on in the future...so I figure what do I have to lose!? Might as well tackle it all at once. Hopefully I don't live to regret that lol.

I also took all my measurements today and wrote them down in my weight loss calendar/ planner I bought. I am excited to document my progress and see the numbers drop. Well that's all the energy I have for tonight...goodnight!